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Physically, maybe, it would fill some unspoken basic need, the void permeating my life and soul.I went straight to my favorite spot at the bar and ordered a margarita, needing the liquid courage to survive another night of people watching and wondering what I was really seeking. The bartender, quite attractive, placed a glass in front of me, making sure his hand brushed mine. Yes, I could have him, but it would be too easy, much like winning for the sake of winning. It would be just another empty victory in a string of failed attempts to feel whole.Frustrated, I knew my lackluster experiences were not what romantic novels or erotic literature meant by passion. I wanted more. Hell, I ached for more. Lost once more in melancholy, I didn’t see him approach. No matter, I didn't have to see him. The air around him was vibrant with electricity and the hair on the nape of my neck rose. It was as if a voyeur was infringing on my personal space, watching and waiting. Oh yes, I was aware of. She wasn’t too scared to have sex. But that was only one reason she didn’t want to marry him, the reason that sounded nicest about him. But, really, she hadn’t decided not to marry him, either. She should keep her damned mouth shut until she had decided. Besides, right now wasn’t the time. They had just had sex, and he was in the afterglow.“You have to talk to somebody. Do you know your gynecologist? Doctors have ethical rules, just like lawyers do. (Not a great recommendation, I know. but we mostly obey legal ethics. Honestly, we do.) Anyway, go to your doctor. I’ll pay, and he’ll keep silent.”“I don’t know.” Actually, the doctor she remembered, and not too well, was her pediatrician. She’d only gone to Mom’s doctor two times, and those were for bad cases of flu. She couldn’t remember much of anything from those feverish times, much less the doctor’s name.“If you don’t want to ask your mother for a name, do you want to ask Prof. Pierce?”“Huh!”“As I said, the women in the choir.
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